about a year has past since my last blog,
this year is going to be a cruel year to my life.. as i try forget the past and erase everthing that remind me of her..
this early year i try to contact her.. for starter it was going...

today is the day i start to smoke..
why?? as i blow the smoke is i try to forget a person in my head...
she tell me the im annoying to much.. by calling every night! duh!.
im the one who cal and paid for the cal rite?
juz 1-2...

its been awhile since new year...  i in 'blue' for this coming year

yesterday i go to CYBERJAYA, send resume to HSBC... hope it will turn out to be good..
hope they hired me.. the thing is, last n ight made me thinking, why am i born here??
it will best if im not here, so my other sibling can have...

it seems the past is hunted me down...
well, i confuse nowdays, farah seem make a space between us, she dont return my texting, even ym....
maybe she is buzy or something... still it hurts me bit...
anyhow, yesterday...

last time i said that farah want to go out wit.. it did happens....
along wit her  younger brother... the brother look older than her.. hahaha :p
the best is, she actually giv me kiss.. it sudden.. i was little shock...

why??.. hahaha :p
i dun know how this happen but today is the best day happen in past 6 month..
im going out wit arisa to wacth cosplay this weekend... i wish i can tell more about it
juz don know wat to say... hahahahah damn...

today i go to sungei wang plaza instead of participating, i juz be the audience.. huhuhu..
cannot fininsh the costume.. so beat it..
so many people came even this is only first selection,, they said on the form that this will be...

this week is going mess up wit so much thing undone...
wat hav been planned are ruined...
arghhh... this coming 26/11 i should be in cosplay contest... but icant finish the costume on time, this will not happen if i plan and manage...

last week its like hell to me, to many thing to do.. so little time and running short of money
thus.. miss some one.. ohhh.. feel like crap..